i'm gonna kick you to the curb
so rather than being pushed around
i'm gonna push you away first
so rather than trying to protect you
i'm gonna cover my bases first
so rather then trying to open my heart
i'm gonna lock it away with a key
so only the special ones
can ever get through to me
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So we're nearing the end of the year again.
it's gone so fast.
and so much has happened during it.
too many relationships came and left.
friends had bust ups and make ups.
had frightening moments when it got too stressful.
fitness and health took priority.
exhaustion hit for most of it
met plenty of great new people
experienced new things.
danced my ninth concert.
almost finished year 8
only three days left
got short hair
getting braces off on monday.
next door neighbours are moving.
went to new zealand
heading to ballina again for christmas.
this year had some ups and downs
but was worth it.
i got threw it i survived.
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New Years Resolutions (which i'm not likely to keep)
- Keep up old relationships
- start new friendships
- not dive straight into a relationship
- keep up the gym
- dance again and help teach
- actually work at school
- try to enjoy everything as it comes, there's always a bright side to things, something to learn from the experience, even if you don't believe it's a good one.
Bare with me here, I feel philisophical
Life is full of surprises. You can't plan everything. Make the most of what you have and enjoy it while it lasts.
Fate likes messing with people . So while things are good, have fun. If things aren't so good, remember that you have people that care about you.
okay my philisophical moment is over.
have a great christmas everybody :)
party over new years !
and enjoy your holidays.
