Thriller :D

rather than being kicked around
i'm gonna kick you to the curb
so rather than being pushed around
i'm gonna push you away first
so rather than trying to protect you
i'm gonna cover my bases first
so rather then trying to open my heart
i'm gonna lock it away with a key
so only the special ones
can ever get through to me

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So we're nearing the end of the year again.
it's gone so fast.
and so much has happened during it.
too many relationships came and left.
friends had bust ups and make ups.
had frightening moments when it got too stressful.
fitness and health took priority.
exhaustion hit for most of it
met plenty of great new people
experienced new things.
danced my ninth concert.
almost finished year 8
only three days left
got short hair
getting braces off on monday.
next door neighbours are moving.
went to new zealand
heading to ballina again for christmas.

this year had some ups and downs
but was worth it.
i got threw it i survived.

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New Years Resolutions (which i'm not likely to keep)

• Keep up old relationships
• start new friendships
• not dive straight into a relationship
• keep up the gym
• dance again and help teach
• actually work at school
• try to enjoy everything as it comes, there's always a bright side to things, something to learn from the experience, even if you don't believe it's a good one.

Bare with me here, I feel philisophical

Life is full of surprises. You can't plan everything. Make the most of what you have and enjoy it while it lasts.

Fate likes messing with people . So while things are good, have fun. If things aren't so good, remember that you have people that care about you.

okay my philisophical moment is over.

have a great christmas everybody :)

party over new years !

and enjoy your holidays.

I've got a golden ticket !

Thanks to Ollie for that pic.

I love it very much Ollie :)

Today's evil idea worked.

I decided to dress exactly like Bec to confuse people.

We ran into people she knew and they all commented on how alike we look.

Last lesson of dancing today.

Concerts on Tuesday

We've sold out the entire theatre.

We're the only dancing school to do it.

Exhaustion still won't leave me alone.

I spend everyday falling asleep.

To add to it, I've been dizzy a lot lately

I don't know what's wrong.

Been shopping a bit lately.

Got my maxi dress today.

Mum has to hem it a bit but shhh..

Let's pretend I'm tall enough

Figured out I'm a little protective of Dom

Only because he's like a brother to me

I love that boy.

Apparently I'm slightly sadistic because I like slapping people.

It's not that I enjoy slapping people

But I do like winning at the A,B,C,D game.

I've got a few days of school soon.

Tuesday because of stage rehearsal and Monday of the last week because....

I'M GETTING MY BRACES OFF !

Got two costume parties coming up.

One's a superhero theme, the other disney themed.

"We'll begin with a spin."

too much but too little

exhausted trying not to fall asleep
too much to fit in to one week
script writing done
dt getting there

new zealand was amazing
must move there soon
twas cool but peaceful
and oh so gorgeous

zoo was hot
gala day fun

but really im in desperate need of sleep

a suggestion was made to go hang out with someone
in the park behind their house
they way they described it
sounded great
and i would have gone had it not been so far away
maybe one day i'll get there
but not anytime soon

happy birthday bestie !
love you muchly

well thats it
im out
sleeping calls but i no i wont get there with this heat

Some people think i'm bonkers !

lol ignore the title
it was the song on tv at that point

i just finished my first week back of my last term of yr 8
wasn't too bad
all the teachers were in a good mood most of the week
rachael almost got kicked out of science yesterday for laughing so much
i scored a homerun in teeball too :)

black stump was amazing !
i caught up with some of the people i met last year
met some new people
got photos with a whole lot of bands
made friends with oliver !
he is awesome even if he says he isnt :)

pete and i however created some gossip at stump
we spent most of the weekend together
and someone didnt like that so they took a pic of me sitting on his lap and sent it to his new girlfriend
she didnt take that too well.

the whole jamie thing wasnt actually that bad
he doesn't like me anymore so we're just enjoying being friends

showstoppers was fun
early mornings weren't too fun but once i got there it was good
there were some gorgeous little kids.

i went shopping a lot in the holidays
and went and saw a movie with hayley, rachael, amy, chong and chris :)
hayley is soo much fun to sit next to in movies
she just makes random comments and noises
although i could have done without the popcorn down my shirt.

sunday was chris and my one month <3

i have to go to a new physio now coz my other one moved
now i have two lots of tape on my legs
and orthotics
and the massages to loosen my muscles are painful !

hehe im going to new zealand on friday ! :)
although its apparently reeeeally cold

anyway thats it
im out
loveee <3

(lol the entire reason for this is coz oliver wasn't responding to me)

exhausted !

i am soo tired
that most of this probably wont make any sense
but since i havent blogged in a while ill try anyway

umm... i dont remember where i left off
ill start with MAD 09
it was amazing
our school is soo talented

yr 11 drama performed the crucible and it was awesome
multicultural day was pretty good
talent quest was fun
i got henna :)
thank you baanu

umm high resolves
interesting
the rice and lentils were gross
but meh

big news !
christopher and i are together :)
lol i dont know whether thats actually big news for anyone who reads this
but for me it is
he makes me happy :)

umm i dont no wat else there is to write about
schools almost over
yr 12's are leaving
stumps on friday :)
bring on the weekend without sleep
showstoppers is the week after
joy little children T.T

well i think thats it
and i dont think it makes any sense

anyway
loveee <3

oh yea i wrote my song for music
its interesting....

Surprise !!

last night was soo much fun :)

for the past couple of weeks my sisters and i, with the help of my auntie
have been planning our parents a surprise 25th wedding anniversary party
and it happened last night

bec and i set up yesterday and met the family over lunch
then after dad got home from hockey and got changed
we all headed up to the rsl coz the parents thought we were just taking them out for dinner
then we led them to the room and walked them in
and everyone screamed "SURPRISE"
they were so surprised my mother even cried :'(
it was very sweet

the food was amazing
and the people were wonderful
my uncle MC'd for the night
there were some great speeches
from my grandfather and some of the guests

it was really fitting for my parents
they deserved it :)
my mother cried, my sister cried. even i shed a few tears

afterwards the family came back to our place an continued to drink
their drunk talk is quite amusing

there were a lot of comments during the night about how people were proud of my sisters and i
and how we were great kids
it was very sweet

it was a great night and very worth it :)

love you mum and dad

loveeee <3

No talking ><

talk about not knowing what you have till its gone

i gave up communication for the 40 hr famine this week
so no speaking, msn, facebook or texting
msn, facebook and texting werent too hard
but when someone is trying have a conversation with u
its hard coz u go to respond then have to write out the answer
than byt the time uve done that theyve moved on !
its quite hard
on the plus side ive raised $90 so far

lol chris and chong tried to break me wen i had 5 minutes left
and failed miserably
my first words wen i stopped were
"wat makes u think that after not talking for 40 hrs, i would break in 5 min"

how rude chris is choosing rush over me xP

omg police were at our school this afternoon !
we heard the siren and saw smoke behind one of the buses
but didnt no wat was happening
then the police pulled over a car, got off his bike and yelled "get out of the car" whilst holding a gun
last we saw the driver was on the ground in handcuffs
not a clue wat he did though.

well time to rant more about jamie
sorry if ur reading this
well he was like to me today
"remember wen u used to be excited to talk to me?
i wish it was like that now and it will be like that at stump"
then he went on to talk about how ive changed
and how he reckons a guy has changed me
and im sitting here going
no a guy did not change me
i changed coz i wanted to
stuff happened and that was my reasoning
but he still thinks its guy
or him
then i said it wasnt unless somewhere in the back of my head
i included him in my reason
but he took as doi think about u,of course i do
after all this he decides im gonna ask her to play tic tac toe
like everythings normal
now hes talking about how hes gonna see me at stump
then kids campout and so on like this yr
unless he comes up to baulko at some point
so he can spend the day with me

grr things are frustrating
sorry using up 40 hrs without speech here

well thats it
loveee <3

this is exactly what i was trying to change :(

Starting on a good note,

dancing exam is done and behind me
netball has one last week to go
stump is in 45 days :)

i sung in music today and infront of the two music classes
as part of our progress mark
also to get us used to performing infront of other people.

yet again someone has told me that apparently i look like im flirting with someone
its not on purpose if i am
hes my friend
were enjoying ourselves
thats it

knowing that most of this is just me talking complete crap i didnt think that many people were reading it
thats y i tend to rant a bit
coz generally the rants are actually directed at people
but as someone actually reads this
i realised thats exactly wat i wanted to change
apparently over the last couple of weeks ive changed
for one reason or another
one of the things i really wanted to change
was pretending about how i felt
just to make someone else feel better
almost everytime
the person ive tried to protect finds out anyway
and in the end i basically go off at somebody else instead
so im sorry if i say something u dont wanna hear
but im over pretending

so besides that
i also have a guy who is in love with me
he knows i dont like him
i have reminded in repeatedly
but apparently thats not good enough for him
now hes buying me a bear
hes recruiting my friends to try to get me to like him
and hes getting one of my friends to check wat ive said
like if i mention one of my guy friends he then asks her to find out if i like this guy
grr its frustrating

gotta love being a teenager

well this has made me feel soo much better *total sarcasm there*
so im out

lovveee <3

catch up time.

Bonjour those strange people who actually bother to read this

i havent blogged in forever gosh

well lets see

ive been asked out, had a date, been serenaded and dumped all within two weeks.
then got asked out twice more, said no to both of them and is getting given a teddy bear
grr i need to get rid of the sign on my forehead that says
"shes single, ask her out"

ive started talking to rory again
im very proud :)

ive been attacked by chris repeatedly because he found my ticklish spot
now chong knows too !

ive been ice skating, dancing, partying
ive been spending heaps of time with friends
mostly enjoying myself

surprisingly i cant thinkg of anything else to say
meh thats it then

lovee <3

Movies with Bella and Amy

OMG today was heaps fun

i went to see the hannah montana movie with amy and bella

we rocked up early so we went walking around for a while
these two little boys followed us around for a while
we watched a guy who was in jay jays and was fairly cute :)

we attracted a lot of attention from guys and other people too
hmm it could have been how loud we were but i dunno

lol i caught the guy who was serving us at the cinema checking us out.
and those little boys followed us into the hannah montana movie
we were like "aww how cute the little boys reckon there gonna score with the older girls"
and we chucked lollies at them xD

the movie took ages to start
but was actually pretty good
lucas till who plays travis is absolutely gorgeous!!
he was southern, had blonde hair blue eyes and was amazing !!

haha to make the movie even better we sat there singing all the songs we knew at the top of our lungs
hoedown throwdown was our favourite !!

after the movie we then walked around rouse hill
singing the hoedown throwdown !!
we were sooo good :P

we tried to take the photobooth photos but it kept spitting out our money
so we ended up taking photos with an aussie idol person
then one with all these retarded hairstyles

i had soo much fun

lol im out

loveee <3

a little bit of everything

well hey to everyone who actually reads this :)

hope ur holidays are going well
im an extremely good mood so this isnt gonna be too bad
i hope...

im gonna rant a little sorry
ok for the last little while all my orthodontist appointments have been about 2 weeks apart
today i went back they did a major amount of work and tell me...
come back in 5 WEEKS!!
omg i was hoping to have them off soon but no other 5 weeks
grrrrr

ok ranting over :)
lol most of my week i havent really done that much
we went shopping and i bought an awesome new wallet coz my other one was breaking
we also went to DFO without hannah :)
and i managed to not a buy a thing
i was close though coz i found this gorgeous dress but it was too big

so other than that mostly ive just been watching tv
talking on msn
and doing that weird science project of mine
im growing snowpeas

hehe my sister went and bought this new active wii game
which gives u a personal trainer and gives u a circut
and i was too good for my trainer
he estimated my i would work off 62.4 calories
i burnt off 72. something
i was very proud :)

i think thats about it
im going out tonight to be my fathers partner in crime so
byeee

loveee <3

holidays :)

Well another weeks gone past

monday night i went to fame!
it was soo good
they performed ultraviolet and one of the guitarists was pretty cute
i had to sit through my sister making sex jokes about my parents T.T
i had no idea how slutty the year 12's at her school were
they did a dance to lady marmalade
and according to hannah it wasnt originally a dance
it was more of a striptease

tuesday georgia came to pick me up from school
then i went to the physio
where he told me
I DONT HAVE TO WEAR MY BRACE ANYMORE!!
coz my ligaments not sprained anymore
i was sooo happy
but now i have to tape both my knees everytime i dance or play sport till christmas
coz it will take at least that long for the os good schlatters to clear up

wednesday we lost 1-0 in soccer except we could have won if the rain hadnt have stopped us :
so we mucked around in the music room for a while again.
then while waiting for my mother to show up for parent teacher interviews
amy, erin, sindhu, chelsea and i were messing around in there.
the good thing
all my teachers love me so i got all good comments :)

i didnt go to dancing that night so i instead spent the night at home with my cousins
lol thomas sprained his groin!! xD

talent quest yesterday was heaps good
still cant believe the yr 7 kid won
hehe the song dedicated to emily :)
too bad nick ruined it by telling me it wasnt actually aimed at me xP

then last night i got to make icing then ice a whole heap of doughnuts
and then amy and i ate the icing which was all sugar :D

stupid people whos holidays actually started today
mine dont start till tomorrow
coz i went dancing this morning
then i went and played netball against my coachs other team
my coach was convienently in new zealand and wont be too happy to find out we beat her girls 24-22

well im pretty sure thats all that needs to be said so im out

loveee <3

Sleep is good :)

omg! i just had 15 hours straight of sleep
it felt sooooo good :)
i definately needed it after my friday night ;)

its been a while so i figure i shall be writing a bit
and as im equipped with my triple shot iced coffee i should be fine :)

i spent thursday off school as i was sick
yes emma i am blaming u for that xD
soo boring there wasnt anything too interesting on tv and i was home alone most the time

friday i went to school for medieval day
sooo much fun !!
if u werent there sucks to be u
we got to see a whole bunch of weapons and armour and stuff
although im not convinced it was a smart idea to give chris a weapon :S

friday night i went out partying with erin
7.30-9pm: max brenner. i got waffles drizzled with melted chocolate and a white hot chocolate.
9-12am: invading the jones' house making jewellery while the guys played video games
12-1am: maccas run. not that we were too hungry. lol we discussed y the maccas party room has pictures of people not enjoying themselves and a creepy paedophilic grandpa on there walls. (we were tired we noticed strange things)
1-7am: watching 10 things i hate about you, little rascals, wallace and gromit and bee movie while drifting in and out of sleep. to be honest i completely missed wallace and gromit
7-8am: breakfast of waffles with cookies and cream ice cream and maple syrup and packing up

as u can see full night with about 2 and 1/2 hours sleep
after which i then proceeded to go to dancing for 2 and 1/2 hours then to netball
so i was fairly tired
so i came home attempted to watch a movie but went to bed at 4.30 and woke up at 7.30 this morning :)

now ive just been relaxing watching
angus thongs and perfect snogging
while falling in love with the english accent all over again <3
i disagree with perri robbie is way better than dave
*sigh*

anyway my cousins shall be showing up soon
and i think i written everything so im off

loveeeee <3

Semester two

Well where to start...



saturday night i sat out in the cold over at long bay to watch dad lose 1-0

and break his hockey stick

but i had plenty of lollies :)



sunday i went and saw transformers 2 with Liilian for her birthday

it was soo gooood.

what i saw anyway

it would have been heaps better if i didnt sit there going i need to pee for half the movie



afterwards we went to the park across the road

we ate, took pictures and climbed trees

well the pimps daniel and daniel did anyway

monkeymen!!

it has a heap of fun

with some very gorgeous girls :)



today we started semester two at school

so that meant geo!!!!

it was boring sharma just kept talking

and somehow i ended up sitting at the front of the room :

but music was good so that redeemed everything

and now im doing foodtech so its not too bad



hiphop was awesome tonight

getting swung around by one of the chicks in my class

its gonna be soo good :D



yay only 3 days till the cousins show up !!!

11 days till school finishes



blech sugar and caffeine high is wearing off

so i should be getting off to do my homework before i fall asleep

ok im off

loveeeeee <3

Georgie :)

Hello again

my gorgeous 4 yr old cousin just called us.
my father is baiting her although hes her favourite person at the moment
ahh shes coming down on thursday !!
people please campain with me to get her to come pick me up from school at some point!!

hehe ive got emma blogging now too
this shall replace facebook soon :)

i just finished netball and we won like 19-11
it was against a younger team so we had an advantage :)
but my goodness the girls in my team can whinge
they complained about the umpiring and the fact one of them was getting told off for swearing.
argh!! mia is extremely nice though i have fun hanging out with her :)

lucky me
i get to go and sit in the freezing cold tonight over by the long bay prison to watch my father play hockey.
the plus side i get lollies!! :)

youth group last night wasnt too bad
we watched transformers :)
but seriously those yr 7s!!
they are freaking annoying
kept talking and yelling and banging on the door.
i swear i was ready to strangle them >:(

hmm i dunno wat else
anyone no if we have to wear lace up shows for medieval day
coz my converses with my dress shall look very funny

anyway happy birthday lillian

and im out
Loveeee <3

R.I.P

Omg can u believe it?
Michael Jackson is dead!! soo sad really :'(
he was an amazing artist.

im annoyed coz i have to keep my braces on for another three weeks at least
i thought i was getting them off soon but apparently not :

chicago last night was amazing!!
except for the medical emergency in the middle of the performance
it was a little different from the movie but still extremely good.

they sold these cocktails at the theatre and i wanted my sister to get one just coz it came in a flashing glass
i mean come on a flashing cocktail glass
thats pretty awesome

joy semester 2 starts on monday *heavy sarcasm*
thats means geo
medieval day is nect friday
thats not too bad
except i think we have to wear closed in lace up shoes
converses with a long dress
i dont think so

lol the gatorade people at school were giving out pee charts
btw did someone get me one coz i left before they were handed out
lol i sat there during there presentation about the pee chart going
"i need to pee!!"

i had va today
it was ok but im no artist
my stick figures even look funny

well im off im going out again tonight so im gonna have no energy tomorrow
fun

loveee <3

lol!!

haha hello again

i found out that thy mother saw my previous blog and didnt think it sounded anything like me :)
so hi mummy!!

that was interesting
i had to give advice to my friend about the ex
coz one of her friends likes him
talk about awkward
:S

hehe its soo fun yelling down the phone to people you dont no
it pissed avni off so badly wen i yelled stuff like "avni stop touching me there" xD

sport today wasnt too bad i would have much rather played soccer
but still bludging in the music room
well more outside the music room wasnt too bad
i mucked around and danced in my socks
while people laughed or joined in
or asked me to teach them some things
some people stared that was a little creepy
but still that didnt ruin my fun :)

my mother thinks i talk rubbish in this thing
so to prove her wrong

has anyone noticed how swine flu seems to bigger then bird flu yet its probably been around as long and causes just as many problems??

see mum i can be smart :P

yay!! chicago tomorrow!!
"the name on everybody lips is gonna be... roxie"

oww my back is sore actually most of my muscles are sore
i think i may have either over stretched or under stretched
hmm.. i shall find out tomorrow

well i think im done for now

loveee <3

Fiirst Timee

hi there

this is my first time blogging and im blaming jess for this coz im only doing it coz of her blog bertha!!

well.. im crabby i attempted my history homework but its stupid so i gave up
history is soo freaking boring!!!
not that geo with sharma will be any better
it shall just be more of a bludge

stupid school changing terms next week y dont we just change terms next term?!
wouldn't that just make more sense?
ahh stupid school trying to make things harder for us!!

gosh y does it seem that wen i wear a guys tie the word whore is mentioned??
but then again daniel promised not to call me that anymore
same goes for sam and chris!!!

hmm i wish it would warm up and stop raining
i dont mind the rain
i mean i wanna make out with someone in the rain
any volunteers??
but anyway
i dont mind the rain but its been raining too much and if i have to do sport in the gym again i shall scream!!!

hmm y is it whenever i mention im going to chicago
people ask "wat about swine flu?"
NOT THE CITY PEOPLE!!
its the musical with gina riley or however u spell it

omg boys are stupid and confusing!!!
y does everyone seem to be all loved up lately??
not that thats a bad thing
but it sucks to see it wen ur single!!
i love you guys but please refrain a little
yes i do realise im bein a tad hypocritical
but still im not entirely enjoying being single
so it bugs me seeing people all happy and coupley

ok im done ranting for tonight

until next time

loveee <3