Surprise !!

last night was soo much fun :)

for the past couple of weeks my sisters and i, with the help of my auntie
have been planning our parents a surprise 25th wedding anniversary party
and it happened last night

bec and i set up yesterday and met the family over lunch
then after dad got home from hockey and got changed
we all headed up to the rsl coz the parents thought we were just taking them out for dinner
then we led them to the room and walked them in
and everyone screamed "SURPRISE"
they were so surprised my mother even cried :'(
it was very sweet

the food was amazing
and the people were wonderful
my uncle MC'd for the night
there were some great speeches
from my grandfather and some of the guests

it was really fitting for my parents
they deserved it :)
my mother cried, my sister cried. even i shed a few tears

afterwards the family came back to our place an continued to drink
their drunk talk is quite amusing

there were a lot of comments during the night about how people were proud of my sisters and i
and how we were great kids
it was very sweet

it was a great night and very worth it :)

love you mum and dad

loveeee <3

No talking ><

talk about not knowing what you have till its gone

i gave up communication for the 40 hr famine this week
so no speaking, msn, facebook or texting
msn, facebook and texting werent too hard
but when someone is trying have a conversation with u
its hard coz u go to respond then have to write out the answer
than byt the time uve done that theyve moved on !
its quite hard
on the plus side ive raised $90 so far

lol chris and chong tried to break me wen i had 5 minutes left
and failed miserably
my first words wen i stopped were
"wat makes u think that after not talking for 40 hrs, i would break in 5 min"

how rude chris is choosing rush over me xP

omg police were at our school this afternoon !
we heard the siren and saw smoke behind one of the buses
but didnt no wat was happening
then the police pulled over a car, got off his bike and yelled "get out of the car" whilst holding a gun
last we saw the driver was on the ground in handcuffs
not a clue wat he did though.

well time to rant more about jamie
sorry if ur reading this
well he was like to me today
"remember wen u used to be excited to talk to me?
i wish it was like that now and it will be like that at stump"
then he went on to talk about how ive changed
and how he reckons a guy has changed me
and im sitting here going
no a guy did not change me
i changed coz i wanted to
stuff happened and that was my reasoning
but he still thinks its guy
or him
then i said it wasnt unless somewhere in the back of my head
i included him in my reason
but he took as doi think about u,of course i do
after all this he decides im gonna ask her to play tic tac toe
like everythings normal
now hes talking about how hes gonna see me at stump
then kids campout and so on like this yr
unless he comes up to baulko at some point
so he can spend the day with me

grr things are frustrating
sorry using up 40 hrs without speech here

well thats it
loveee <3

this is exactly what i was trying to change :(

Starting on a good note,

dancing exam is done and behind me
netball has one last week to go
stump is in 45 days :)

i sung in music today and infront of the two music classes
as part of our progress mark
also to get us used to performing infront of other people.

yet again someone has told me that apparently i look like im flirting with someone
its not on purpose if i am
hes my friend
were enjoying ourselves
thats it

knowing that most of this is just me talking complete crap i didnt think that many people were reading it
thats y i tend to rant a bit
coz generally the rants are actually directed at people
but as someone actually reads this
i realised thats exactly wat i wanted to change
apparently over the last couple of weeks ive changed
for one reason or another
one of the things i really wanted to change
was pretending about how i felt
just to make someone else feel better
almost everytime
the person ive tried to protect finds out anyway
and in the end i basically go off at somebody else instead
so im sorry if i say something u dont wanna hear
but im over pretending

so besides that
i also have a guy who is in love with me
he knows i dont like him
i have reminded in repeatedly
but apparently thats not good enough for him
now hes buying me a bear
hes recruiting my friends to try to get me to like him
and hes getting one of my friends to check wat ive said
like if i mention one of my guy friends he then asks her to find out if i like this guy
grr its frustrating

gotta love being a teenager

well this has made me feel soo much better *total sarcasm there*
so im out

lovveee <3

catch up time.

Bonjour those strange people who actually bother to read this

i havent blogged in forever gosh

well lets see

ive been asked out, had a date, been serenaded and dumped all within two weeks.
then got asked out twice more, said no to both of them and is getting given a teddy bear
grr i need to get rid of the sign on my forehead that says
"shes single, ask her out"

ive started talking to rory again
im very proud :)

ive been attacked by chris repeatedly because he found my ticklish spot
now chong knows too !

ive been ice skating, dancing, partying
ive been spending heaps of time with friends
mostly enjoying myself

surprisingly i cant thinkg of anything else to say
meh thats it then

lovee <3